Saturday, 28 February 2009

Thursday, 26 February 2009

25/02/09

Hey everyone. Sorry that I'm not blogging consecutively anymore, I just haven't got much to say about anything right now.
Currently at school, in the library, 10 minutes until my next lesson; religious education, which I absolutely hate with a vengeance. It's all theology, philosophy and crap. HATE IT!!!
We're supposed to be writing an essay in the lesson.
Already done it, haha. YAY!!! I'm ahead of people :) so now what will I do in his dull and pointless lesson? STARE AT THE FREAKIN' CLOCK!!! probably.

I'm rather stressed with youtube right now. Stupid thing to be stressed about I know.
Well, I wouldn't say stressed, more like infuriated with.
Youtube is getting slower and slower ; they keep introducing new features but I just don't think they can cope.
Videos take longer to upload and longer to process and what really annoys me is:
SHORTER VIDEOS TAKE LONGER TO PROCESS THAN BIG VIDEOS - WHAT?!?!?
That is ludicrous.
It's getting silly.
They need to sort out their problems and bugs because it's pissing off a LOT of people.
I tried uploading a video last night, four bleedin' times - all ofwhich froze on 33%77% and 93% - STUPID!!!!

Right, better go, Lesson time!!
I may right more later and try and get my video uploaded :/
Byeee off to die of boredom.

Sarah x

Sunday, 22 February 2009

22/02/09

I had a fantastic weekend

Love you Beckie
:)



Beckie&Sarah<3

Monday, 16 February 2009

16/02/09


"Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth."


I write what I write
I do what I do
I say what I say
I like what I like
I be who I want to be
It's up to me.

"Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else"


x

Thursday, 12 February 2009

12/02/09


"Forget them, Wendy. Forget them all. Come with me where you'll never, never have to worry about grown up things again."


Carefree/Happy/Sunny Days

[[I Miss them]]

I miss the days where you were carefree,
ran free like the wind, could do what ever you wanted
&& felt on top of the world

I miss the days where you could lay on the grass,
look up at the sky, and try to make shapes from the clouds

I miss the days of thinking you'll never grow up &
never have to worry about things

I miss the days without stress, worry, regret, responsibility

I miss lots of things

Sometimes I want to believe in neverland. Fly away with peter pan, forget everything &
go and fight with captain hook, play with the lost boys.....

I can dream

Everything seems too much. Too much responsibility, too much homework, too much coursework, too much to do, too much to think about, too much to worry about

Too little time, so much to do


I hate the fact that I'm at a grammar school. All we have to do is work, work, work.

I hate it.

We get one week off, but break up later than everyone else, so how is that fair??

It isn't

Growing up sucks.

Wednesday, 11 February 2009

11/02/09

I'm bloody pissed off!!!


It's bad enough that the chavs in the elite group at my school constantly check my youtube and take the piss out of my videos, but now they have decided to look at my twitter - WHY?!!?
I wish they didn't have to be involved in everything that I do. Just leave me alone!!!
I know it's on the internet for everyone to see, but they don't need to see it!! they know me in real life and so they should just leave it all well alone, but they don't. It infuriates me.
First of all, why take the piss out of someone for making videos for youtube anyway? It's a hobby, something I like to do, just because it's not what they do, doesn't mean it's stupid or weird, but that's how they see it!!

They go out and smoke, get drunk and god knows what else; but I don't want to do that.
Sure, I go out with my good friends, drink a normal amount, have fun, have a life but I also have youtube and whether it's hard to believe or not actual friends that I've met on the internet.
No they are not pedophiles.
No they are not weirdoes.
No they are not geeks or whatever.
They are real people who I have met in real life (many of them)
So it is possible to make normal, good, real, for-life friends on the internet.
-Amber, Calum, Beckie, Lottie, Charlie, Jonny, Ed, Rosy, Michelle, Emma, Laura, Alex, Gary, Jacob, Kelsey.
That's only a small handful of them people I've met and get along great with thanks to youtube.

Youtube isn't for loners.
It isn't for freaks.
It is a place to have fun, an outlet for your emotions, a great place to meet new people.
Okay?

I don't understand why people have to make a big deal about it.
I mean, they're on the internet. Facebook, myspace and other social networking sites.
So what is so freakin' different about youtube????

Well, I did have 533 friends on facebook.
I've now deleted them down to 88.
Also, I guess i'll private my updates on twitter.
yeeeep. :/

It just annoys me.
I hate them.
IRL people don't understand.
I actually have nice friends whom I've meet on the internet.
Who are actual real friends.
Better than they could ever be.

So, that's off my chest.
Achem.

But to all the people on youtube that I know; subscribers, friends, supporters, close friends.
I love you all.
You mean so much to me.

Love, Sarah xoxo

Tuesday, 10 February 2009

10/09/09

I was dreading double ICT today (two whole hours!!!) but luckily the teacher isn't here!!!
So here I am, randomly writing a blog post when I should be doing ICT.
Heehee =o

Well, today has been very boring (as usual) so far.
Psychology with the new Australian teacher - I LOOOOVE her accent especially when she says "Freud's a pervert" haha :)
Love it. ♥

Then I had film.
The computers in the media block are seriously the crappest computers in the school, when really they should be the best, seeing as they are meant to be fast to use for editing and video capture. But no, they're so rubbish. Ours froze a billion times and wouldn't even detect my memory stick-grrrrr!! annoying technology.
Another thing to complain about -the bloody school camcorders THEY ARE RUBBISH!!
A lot of the things we shot were blurry, half the shots weren't there or cut off too quickly - the shots we filmed on my creative vado pocket cam were better quality than the camcorder ones!!!! They could atleast buy half decent cameras I mean come on......
I Know why they don't.
It's because my headteacher doesn't give a crap about media/art/drama or anything so all of the schools money goes towards science, maths and english.
She reall infuriates me. FILM IS JUST AS IMPORTANT AS MATHS OTHERWISE THERE WOULD BE NO ENTERTAINMENT FOR PEOPLE!!!!!!
BOO-YA!
Jesus christ, she is the worst headteacher in the history of our school.
Our last one was nice, she was a lesbian and old but still very nice and considerate. The she had a car crash and didn't want to come back to work :(
So we got stuck with Mrs ding dong Bell. ^_~

Ranting. Ranting. Ranting.
Sorry.

I still have lunch and RE to go.
Lunch isn't a good thing.
I get bored and do nothing, literally N-O-T-H-I-N-G.
I'd rather have no lunch and get the last lesson out of the way and then go home.
But no, we have to stay at school, obviously.
Last lesson, bloody religious education - it's awful. It's all philosophy and theologians work and ridiculously dull text reading. I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
hate
it.
I think you get that I hate it, right? Yea......
Worst subject choice I made.
Actually, I hate all my subjects except film.
Psych - ummm kinda okay....
IT-Hard, hate it
RE-WORST SUBJECT EVER!!!!
Film - loooove it!!

my ideal subjects
Film studies, drama, photography and music :) :)
That would be AH-mazing!!!!!

SO I'm sitting her doing nothing.
I have my 200 page on-going ICT project to do on databases but that is stressing me out right now, so I give up for a while.
I could finish a philosophy essay? yep, I may do that.

HALF TERM ON FRIDAY - EEEEEEP!! can't wait for a break! I need one, seriously.
Tonight, doing something for two hours that I really do NOT want to do. :(
Oh well.
Afterwards, I will chillax by eating haribo and watching a film.
No homework, coursework, nothing.
Will be left alone.
Bliss.

Right, I should go seeing as I should do some work really.....
So, bye!

(I bet this won't post at school seeing as my school blocks everything good on the internet!!!!!)
xxx

Monday, 9 February 2009

09/02/09

Hey!

Quickly writing this whilst I'm at school as i'll have no time tonight because we need to film the last part of our horror film for film studies as the deadline is THURSDAY!!! OMFG!!! we couldn't do it last week because of the snow which was great at the time but no we need to get it filmed/edited/add sound and everything by Thursday - soooo rushed! but we'll manage (hopefully) half of it is already edited so it's just the part we have to film now.
It's going to be quite scary filming in an old house with a guy pretending to be my psychotic husband (ahhhh!!! =o)

So, I might not be home until late. Uusually, on Monday (week B - we have two different week timetables at school) I usually only have half a school day but today I went home for lunch and then had to come back for filming - loooovely! all I want is just to relax, well that's not possible.

Well, I have lots of little kids looking at what I'm writing and a teacher peering over my shoulder so I'd better go!!!!

Sarah x

Sunday, 8 February 2009

Friday, 6 February 2009

6/02/09

Friday. Finally.
Thank goodness,
I had a good day:

-got a predicted 'A' in my psychology coursework :)
-did my solo film presentation about Bridget jones II
-Had a film night with friends, made brownies, watched films, ate Ben & jerry's
-Found out i live close to a really great youtube called 'Charlieskies' and we're going to meet up some time!!! ^_^

It's 11pm but doesn't feel late at all, i'm not tired.
my arm still hurts from the vaccination :/ ouch.

umm....so what do you think this is?
crap? no it's actually a brownie failure. My friends and i atempted to make brownies but failed (we blame the crap asda own mix!!! mwhahaha)
but it tasted good nevertheless.

Well, i don't have much to write and my arm hurts form typing in a weird position so I'm going to wrap this up.

x

Thursday, 5 February 2009

05/02/09

I felt in a rather Harry Potter(ish) mood, therefore, hence the banner :)

Currently listening to wizard rock as well :)

Well to start off, OW!!! My arm hurts. I had the HPV cancer jab today, apparently I still have two more to go - loooovely!!
My arm was bleeding for ages but don't worry, I think i'll live - heehee

School.
Well, school was school; as boring as ever except, for some random, my friends and are were laughing for ages about something that wasn't particularly funny and someone almost threw up with laughter, how....disgusting. aha. I almost chocked on my water (yes it is possible to choke on a beverage) wow, indeed that sounded posh.
BEVERAGE - DRINK - LADIDAR!!! :)

So, no, I did not do my live show tonight.
1/ I have homework.
2/ My arm hurts!! (poor excuse)
3/The internet does not rule my life.
4/I have nothing to do in the show today.
and yea....deal with it please, thank you ^_^

I JUST FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS MURDERED IN MY TOWN =O
DUN...DUN...DUN!!! - yea.

Anyway so tomorrow is friday but it doesn't feel like it will be seeing as I've only been to school two days this week-YESH!
Love the weekends, bliss, loveliness.
Think I'm taking my brother and sister to see hotel for dogs, that should be ....entertaining. I love J.T.Austin though.

Psychology coursework final deadline tomorrow.
I hate deadlines.
Hate hate hate hate them.
Everywhere you go - BAM!! Deadlines.
Homework, coursework, what time you have to be at school, leave school, be places, meet people, hand in work-AHHH!
There should be no deadlines, they suck,.
But I s'pose they are there for a reason.
Psychology, oh why I why did i take that subject?
I mean it's good but ALL MY TEACHERS ARE STARK RAVING MAD!!!! ~ SERIOUSLY!!!!!
Is that just a psych teacher thing? you have to be a psychotic nutter to teach psychology?
One of my teachers absolutely loooove Freud "he is her God" and the other ones...well. One used to work on a mental work and her surname is BEER! < weird in itself. She is so strange and bizarre, dancing around the room singing"oh I'm so happy happy happy *clapping hands* anyone would think she was five, seriously.
&& the other one, the new australian, well....she seems sane enough so far......apart from she just complains about English road signs, hmmm weird.

Right, I'm rambling about nothing, so I'm going to go.
Lalalalala.

Thanks for reading!!!
Sarah x

Tuesday, 3 February 2009

03/02/09

Two snow days in a row :)
Never thought that would happen - not with our school. The headteacher never really lets us have snow days, so it was quite a surprise - heehee.

Well, back to school tomorrow. All the snow has melted, sadly :(

Went to the cinema earlier to see 'Bride wars' which was really good!!! - loooove anne hathaway :)

Watching a film right now and just editing a bit of a video....



x

Monday, 2 February 2009

2/01/09

SNOW DAY!!!!!!



obviously this isn't all I'm writing, but I'm going out in the snow..... :)



16:14 - Today has been so much fun, even if I was on my own :( but oh well, I'm glad we didn't have school today!!! But we will tomorrow, probably, darnnit!!!


I made a video out in the snow - heehee

Sunday, 1 February 2009

1/02/09

Pinch Punch, First day of the month


No returns :)


So, it's officially February. Wow, January flew by.
Can't believe it.

Well, another month closer to exams :/
But another month closer to when I can finally leave school FOREVER!
:D
YAY!
Like I said, the weekend goes so quickly; it's Sunday already.
Darn it!!

Well, I suppose I may record a sunday vlog considering sundays are full of nothingness to do.
Homework is all done.
Dinner is cooking - ROAST CHICKEN!

So, I need something to occupy myself.... :)

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I update A LOT

Sarah x