02/03/09
Happy Birthday Dr Seus
Hmm, yes. Anyway. I'm home from school early thank goodness I'm in a ranting sort of mood, but I've lost the will to type right now Okay, maybe I'll write something..... I've never had a particularly close bunch of friends that I could always rely on. I always wanted a group of friends like in 'The Sleepover club'. So, okay, I know it's a kids program, but the friends saw each other everyday, could tell each other everything, arranged to do things on the spur of the moment. It's never been like that with me and 'friends'. I can't wait until I go to uni and make a new bunch of friends, also not forgetting some of the close friends I have from 'The internet' (even though I've met them in real life and I'm actually closer to certain people than my IRL so called 'friends'. Yes, I will always use rabbit ears when writing Friends - unless I'm talking about people that I would most certainly classify as friends - Beckie, Amber, Calum, Lottie, Jonny etc. Loves you. I won't go into detail at all but I'm always the last one to be notified of things in the group, I never feel like I fit in, I never get birthday presents from people or they forget my birthday altogether (apart from a certain person) - I don't get invited to peoples birthday meals when a select few are invited - I only get invited when it's the WHOLE group, even then, I'm not told 'til the last minute so can't make it.Also, Don't you just hate it when people say they going to do something with you one day and then text you saying they've decided against it and are going out with everyone else somewhere else? Yea I hate that to. Grr, some people. Sorry, this may seem a little bitchy writing about this but, who cares. My blog, my space, my thoughts, my bandwidth, so there. Depressing I know, sorry everyone. I think everyone is a little depressed in some sense at the moment. Exams, mocks, all sort of things to worry about. Hmmmm Oh, yes, one other thing, why does everyone have to be stereotypical about people???!?? Sorry, random comment but......Well. I'll stop for now. Focus on happy thoughts, lalalala.Sarah x
