Alone. I have no one. At least, not here any way.
No one to hold me when I'm sad. No one to pick me up when I'm feeling down.
No on to tell me everything is going to be okay. No one that understands...
The one and only person who truly cares about me is miles away. I need her right now/
Everything is such a mess. I wish I knew how to fix it. I wish...that one particular thing had never happened. Ever.
People say 'you learn from you mistakes' but, how can we learn from this? It's tearing us apart. Slowly. But I'm not letting go.
Try as hard as you like but she means the world to me and i love her more than you could possibly understand. You're not gonna get us.
You started this. You caused the problems, the anger, the tears...
and yet we get the blame. We can't fix this.
One day you might understand what you did, the mistake you made and it will make you realise how cruel you really are.You think it was us who made the mistake of falling in love; but it was you. Your actions. Your words. Your fault. Not ours.
These are our lives, so let us live them the way we want to. No judgement. Let us be happy. Please.
I want to fly to a place, where it's just you and me. Nobody else, so we can finally be free....
2 comments:
You've always been raving about the newness of being in a cool place where you can be you all of the time... so fret not... uni is a bizarre place which forces you to break bonds and form new ones...... (ok ok secret for ya... it's not good after you finish :( )
Smile :)
I'm so sorry that you feel so alone without 'her' but just think of how you feel when you're together and it'll feel so much better. Don't give up. Ignore the haters, they're judjemental twats. :P
<3
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