Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.
I've used that quote before, in an old blog post of mine, and I don't really see how it relates to what I am going to be saying, but I just like the quote. It's very true.
I'm not sure where this blog post will start, or how it's going to end. I'm typing what comes to mind, and half of it will probably not make sense to you, the reader; so, I'm sorry. Here we go..
Have you ever been at a point in your life, where you sit there and think, would I really miss out on anything if I wasn't here? No one would miss me, I wouldn't miss out on anything and the world would just carry on without me, turning and turning?
I can't even put in to words what I'm actually feeling. I'm sick of what I have to deal with, I'm sick of what my life has become. I hate it. You don't understand :(
I don't want to write any more. It would take too many words to write what i'm feeling; what I'm thinking; what I want to say.
The walls are crumbling, one by one, me stuck in the middle, watching the destruction..
Help.
3 comments:
I hope you're ok. It does make sense, but it sucks that you're feeling the way you are.
There are people that care, it just might not seem like that. I'm just an anon, but I read this and it made me sad for you.
I care.
I hope things get better for you.
Somehow I just stumbled across your blog. Girrl, I feel like this a lot. Almost everyday, at different parts of the day. Friends go off without me and most do not even bother to call anymore. Keep your head up. YOU are important. You do make a difference whether you realize it or not.
But believe me, I do understand...
I hope things get better for you - take care lady.
♥ erinj0
I am sorry for what you are going through, I hope you are okay? There are people who care about you I felt the same as you last year, but you know what I did, I just got on with life, you chuck the old ones out and bring new people in to your life. You are your own person, at the end of the day people shouldn't treat you any different hun... We are all human beings. *Big hugs* Your such a caring person sarah, and very down to earth to - but by the sounds of this people treat you like shit.. theres no need for it really, but what really pisses me off and I know exactly how you feel, you give time to help people, but no one doesn't give you it back. :/ I do hope you are okay... :) chin up keep smiling :)
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